I don't know if it's because I started watching horror movies at such a young age, but whatever the reason is, I've always been looking for the most extreme movies. How far does a director dare to go? And how long does it take for the audience to reach their limit? And why does a director dares to go that far? What makes it that these movies are appealing (to some of us) yet disgusting, horrifying, awful to watch at the same time? Is it just that what makes us watch? Do we wish to take part in something so extreme that we wouldn't dream of ever doing it ourselves for real, which is why we make use of these movies, so that we can see something getting fulfilled? Maybe, at heart, we are all a 'disaster tourist'.
Anyway, my search for these kind of movies, brought me to
A Serbian Film yesterday.
According to the internet, this 'beast' had to be one of the worst in its kind, so I was mentally preparing myself to watch this movie for some days. The fact that I hunt these kind of movies, doesn't mean I think it's easy to watch them. Normally, I wouldn't have any sort of expectations of a movie. I've learned myself a long time ago that it's best not to expect anything. But it's different with these kind of movies, especially if everyone I know who has seen it, told me I shouldn't watch it (even though they know I'm always looking for these kind of movies). So yeah, I was kind of expecting something that would make me cry, or at least something that would make my stomach turn upside down.
Boy, was I disappointed.
The story is about Milos, a retired porn actor who's still beloved in the porn world for what he's done. He's chosen for a family life, but finds himself in financial trouble at some point. When a former colleague tells him about a very special movie going to be filmed and that the director of the project wants him to star in it, he's got no other choice than to agree to whatever the project is about. Because that's the thing: the director won't tell him a single thing and when Milos finds himself doing stuff that goes beyond himself, it's too late to back out. Since I'm not aiming to write a blog post that has contents that aren't suitable for people over 16 or 18 years of age, I won't go into details here, so if you're curious to what this stuff is, you'll have to watch the movie for yourself.
Aside from one scene, a scene I thought was so funny and corny at the same time, that I had to laugh so hard that I was afraid I'd wake my mum, I thought the movie was a drag. I almost fell asleep for several times, but managed to stay awake, because I kept waiting for the ultimate extreme to show up. It never came. I don't mean to say that this movie is fun to watch, because all in all, it's still awful what's happening here. I can totally understand that there will be lots of people out there who think this movie is disgusting, something they never wish to see again, or even something they wish they hadn't seen in the first place. Because, in essence, it is a disgusting movie. But I set aside my feelings of disgust, as those feelings came from my core moral values: you just don't do what is shown in this movie. And we all know that and if you keep clinging to those moral values, you shouldn't watch movies like this one, because that way, they'll always be wrong, no matter how beautifully shot such a movie can possibly be. After all, it's just a movie, what is shown, is not actually happening, it's not real, so you should be able to let go of what is real, and that are those moral values that make you reject such a movie. Do yourself a favour, if you're a person that is not able to let go of that, then just don't go watch this, or any related, movie, because you won't ever enjoy it. (Also if you just can't handle this degree of awfulness).
So why then didn't this movie work for me?
Maybe because I've seen too much of this already. I believe the first movie of this kind I watched, was
Salo, or the 120 days of Sodom. I don't really remember how old I was when I first watched this movie, but I think I was 15 or 16, certainly not any older. And maybe, if I watch it today again, or in the (near) future, I won't be as impressed with it anymore as I was back then, because I've seen so many other disturbing movies now. Anyway, where I thought that Salo (I tried to read the book too, but I just couldn't get through it, because of the awful writing style. Marquis De Sade may be a legend as much as he wants, but he can still kiss my ass if he wants me to read anything of his) worked very well, I thought A Serbian Film didn't, and I think I know why. While, again, it's absolutely disgusting what A Serbian Film shows us, all it really does is appeal to our visuals. Everything you see, has been extremely exaggerated, all in order so that it may
look awful. A Serbian Film taps well into the gore hype that's going on today, without ever so much thinking about what psychological effects will do to the audience. Of course, the many visuals do have its very own psychological effect, but the movie doesn't make much effort into creating deep characters that you can sympathize with. So, when the grande finale takes place, I couldn't do much more but think: damn, that's awful if that
would be really happening. But it wasn't really happening, and because the movie didn't take much effort into creating the illusion that what you see is actual real, because of the massive visual exaggeration you get, you can't even imagine it would be real. Which is why the psychological effect is left behind and why all there is left, is visual gore porn, which in the end is just make-up.
It's a different story with Salo, if I remember it correctly. Why I thought that movie was so awful, was because of the humiliation. While (gore) porn and torture play a great part in this movie as well, it's also about the humiliation of mankind and that's what hit me the hardest. A Serbian Film wasn't about the main character humiliating someone else, but about doing something so extreme, that the only choice the director felt he had, was to show it in visuals. The extremity of that movie didn't lie in what effect there was, but in how far he was able to go to show visual gore porn. To me, that doesn't work. Salo played a game that worked effectively in my psyche, which caused me to believe that what I was seeing, was actually happening somewhere in the world, of had been happening somewhere in the world. That movie was about how far someone would go to satisfy his own fantasy, despite of others, over the heads, hearts and souls of others. Humiliating others to meet your own satisfaction, subdue any innocent soul to your wishes.While A Serbian Film was in the end just about a fucked up director who had to use drugs in order to let his main character do whatever he wanted to, to show the world how visually far he dared to go. Sometimes you show more by not showing anything at all and that's not something the director of A Serbian Film understood.
Some reviewers of A Serbian Film write about how well acted it has been. I disagree. There isn't much to act. The movie doesn't bother to investigate what effect goes out of all the awful events to the victims of those events. It also doesn't really bother to show us how the main character feels. Yes, we know he doesn't like it, because at the beginning of the movie or somewhere in the middle, he stated he wasn't into anything like this (when he had a clue of what was going on). But after that, we only get to see his grimaced face as he's doing what he's hired to do. And of course, in the end, when everything comes together and he decides to do the ultimate deed, we see his understanding and his disbelief, but by then, it's too late. The director just didn't put enough effort, or not any at all, to make his audience familiarize, identify and sympathize with Milos and his family to be anything but disgusted, just because whatever is happening, is disgusting in any scenario possible. It isn't disgusting or awful or sad or fucked up for Milos and/or his family, it just is because it is and that has got nothing to do with the main character. That's where A Serbian Film fails big time and that's why I almost fell asleep for several times.